Testimony Tuesday
Good Morning Everyone!!! Today is testimony Tuesday on the blog again!!! Feel free to post your testimonies, or ask questions, or simply give praise. It's all welcomed here! I only ask that you keep it judgement free!! I may share one later on today.
❤️ Be Blessed
I never thought I would love again. Embarrassed, and hurt by my own decision. I thought I loved a man, well I thought he loved me. The sweetest man I thought I ever could meet. He took my body and left me pregnant. When I told him, he called me every nasty name in the world. I was a bitch, I was a whore, I was a slut, I was a liar, I was trying to trap him. Lost and confused with no one to help. I had to forget about this, unfortunately I aborted the baby. I couldn't do it alone and that was not the way I imagined bringing a child into the world. I never disclosed this to my family out of fear of disappointment and because I should have known better. After I had an abortion the man I was bore a child for told me he wish I would have kept it. He said he knew it was the boy he always wanted. Although I knew it was wrong I was letting him play my mind and creep back in, Just to again to be a bitch, a whore, a slut, and good for nothing every time he wanted to deal with someone else. I often wondered what would have came of me if I kept the child. Would I be happy? Would I be sad? But I know one thing, I would have been without him. As I am now. Although the decision costed a life, I learned to value me more, not let anyone take advantage of me and use me at their disposal. Not only that I vowed to wait to give myself to my husband. The man God picked for me, and stop giving men who shouldn't have the privilege of entering my mind as well as my body. During that time I learned a lot about myself and connected deeper than ever before with God because I had no one else to turn to. I choose to stay anonymous only because the topic of abortion can get kind of risky and don't need the judgement for my decisions because I live with, and I though I'm not the happiest with my decision always I am definitely proud of who I have became since then. God was there when no one else was. I hope this story touches some of the other strong black women and thanks Vora for starting this blog. VERY helpful!
ReplyDeleteYou're welcome! Very powerful testimony!! Stay strong
ReplyDelete❤️God Bless